outlook + comment + death metal

Today was a little cursed. my outlook wasn't working properly (took like 15 mins to load a single message) and the first thing I do at work every morning is check all my email. So the day started off wrong and then i ended the day arguing with a coworker. idk i guess i'll get another chance again tomorrow, but it didn't feel great. And yesterday i actually felt like I had a good day at work and i was pretty excited to go today. 

this morning I listened to something I quite liked. No One is Coming by ADULT. 

anyway i kinda just want to write fanfic now to feel better but it's a bit late to start on something.

And I don't think I mentioned that I finished reading the 121,000 word hyunlix fanfic. https://archiveofourown.org/works/73803296/chapters/192466841

i'm not even sure what i'm reading now... just Mashle manga, i suppose. 

I got another comment on my Apothecary Diaries x Bee and PuppyCat fanfic, https://archiveofourown.org/series/5655056, and i feel encouraged to post some more of this since even though it's super niche, there are some people who would want it. 

GIRL, just saw the playlists similar to my February 2026 playlist and they are called "walk home alone," "Drown in Depression," "Depressive black metal," "Mehcore," "BlackDeathMetal," and "Taco Bell"

imunna be so real, i really don't think i listen to black metal or death metal

anyway, i think i'm going to feverishly write fanfic until it's too irresponsible.