Wednesday, January 28, 2026

remembering + earwigs + punk

I really sobbed a lot watching episode 22 of Neon Genesis Evangelion. it wrecked me. 

The lines:
No! Stop making me remember all that!

I finally forgot it, so don't dig it up again!

I don't need those horrible things anymore!

That's when I broke. 

And the door imagery 




It's in moments like these that I know my brain has been trying to protect me, and that's frightening in itself. because I do not want to know. I never want to know. 

And before all that, I wrote some lyrics for what I think will be the final song on my "Bug Sluts" EP. It's inspired by earwigs. 

something like this so far (so vulgar, i know):

I skitter round the rim

you feel me settle in


lift up a blade of grass

and I'll tuck right in your ass


Dig, dig, dig,

Earwig, wig, wig


and even before that, I was listening to the album Free LSD by OFF! (I cannot believe I had never listened to them before, ya know, loving Circle Jerks)
Time Will Come and Circuitry's God are quite good

My morning music was Amyl and the Sniffers, especially Jerkin' (a sample of lyrics below)

You're a dumb cunt, you're an asshole

Every time you talk, you mumble, grumbles

Need to wipe your mouth after you speak

'Cause it's an asshole, bum hole, dumb cunt

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remembering + earwigs + punk

I really sobbed a lot watching episode 22 of Neon Genesis Evangelion. it wrecked me.  The lines: No! Stop making me remember all that! I fin...